bella, she/her, 2004
(pls only call me syif if we're close!)

aries sun, pisces moon, virgo rising

esfp-t, het, singapore
eng/malay OK!

ao3, tumblr, wattpad
priv, curiouscat, tele

please tw insects, scary things & weight/body image

+ animals, books, cql, rainy nights & thunderstorms, long bus rides, makeup, my friends, picking flowers, picnics, poetry, & writing

- insects... i don't necessarily dislike things i'm probably just scared of them because i'm dumb

before you follow

i ult ab6ix ot5 & too -- i probably will not follow back if you don't stan either one.

i still support youngmin -- never what he did, but as an artist.

i'm quite vulgar & i occasionally tweet hard stan tweets -- i don't tw nsfw tweets, i'm a hard & soft stan.

i fight tl sometimes & it gets a little noisy if you follow me. i also tend to delete tweets when i'm anxious & privatise my account.

don't follow if

you fit basic dfi criteria -- lgbtphobic, islamophobic, racist, etc. this account is a safe space.

you anti anyone in my ults/semis. i don't really bother if you have anything against my regulars but keep that to yourself either way.

you solo stan bts or if you don't even stan anyone in (at least) my semis.

below 06 -- i am not comfortable interacting with anyone younger.

what you did was wrong, but i won't look past all the countless other times you made me feel like the happiest person standing on earth. i believe that you will come back wiser, with a better image, after reflecting on your actions.

and until then, until i can see you again, i promise i'll be here waiting patiently, quietly. i'm always cheering you on, always supporting you in this journey. never give up on your life-long dream, 임영민.

ults
ab6ix jeon woong
mxm/ab6ix kim donghyun
too cho chanhyuk
too lee jaeyun

semis
bdc yoon junghwan
cix kim seunghun
cix lee byounggon
stray kids han jisung
stray kids hwang hyunjin
too choi chihoon
too kim jeyou
x1 lee eunsang
xiaozhan

regulars
1team lee rubin
ateez kang yeosang
got7 im jaebum
monsta x im changkyun
red velvet kim yerim
seventeen xu minghao
sf9 kim youngkyun
victon im sejun
wayv xiao dejun

groups
bap, cravity, day6, exo, halo, nct, twice, up10tion, wanna one

soloists/others
colde, dean, heize, kard; all post produce(x)101 acts + all cql cast

casual listens
1the9, akmu, astro, itzy, iz*one, oneus, onf, pentagon, the boyz

친구들에게

thank you for sticking by! i appreciate every single one of you and i am always very very thankful that i have you guys. thank you for interacting with me whether it be in the tl or dms -- let's be friends for a long time to come! i love you <3

ksp3 izzy, je, kayla, marwo, noel & izzy nbbr annika, ashley, faith, reiya & lersin tpc dina & ying :]

aj, alice, ara, eunice, ela, elaine, helena, ice, jana, jemima, kian, lia, liv, nabi, neen, nico, ren, sarah, seia, shii, siena, viv & yasmin <3

to my bestest friend

hi <3 we've only been friends for a short amount of time but that isn't an indication of the amount of love i have for you! you have been there for me so much and i cannot begin to express how thankful i am to you. i don't know what i'd ever done to deserve you ever :( everyday i hope that you are always happy because that's what you deserve! i love you forever <3 cheers to us and many many more sleep dms! ^__^